Another one have arrived,
What new did it bring.
The universe being me,
My thoughts, the stars in it.
Hard is it, to find,
Where it began,
Where it ends.
To find your way through,
Fly straight.
My thoughts, have no direction.
When I called you,
Perfect.
You corrected me,
You weren’t.
Now that you call yourself,
Flawless,
Where did I go wrong.
It is normal,
To feel sleepy,
When the whole world,
Is asleep.
But to feel awake,
That is when you know,
You are alive.
It isn’t a while ago,
That I felt.
It isn’t a while ago,
That I understood.
We lost a lie somewhere,
In my world.
It wasn’t peace.
It was trust.
The biggest lie.
In this life,
All the once before
And the next to come.
I tell you one thing,
I have failed before,
Several.
But have I betrayed,
Not once
Not ever.
The ever flowing grace of light,
If only I could find where you began,
And see where you drop.
The void,
The simple state of
Being nothing
And having nothing.
Place to watch,
Everything you had,
Everything you knew,
Loose.
Always find a way,
Out from it,
Or the void,
Empties you.
It was enough,
The way it ended,
Made my day.
Just the moment,
That single look,
That would last a lifetime.
Your dark hair,
Darker than night itself,
Dancing to the tune of the wind.
Between those eyes,
bright as day itself,
I found it glancing at me.
Rising heartbeat,
And shivering fingers,
Brought a smile,
Without me knowing.
If there is hope, rarely one,
I would wait,
For one more look,
And it would be enough.
I didn’t know,
Until you called me mother,
I was your mother.
I didn’t know,
Until you called me sister,
I was your sister.
I didn’t know,
Until you called me love,
I was your love.
I didn’t know,
Until you called me queen,
I was your queen.
I didn’t know,
Until you called me whore,
I was your whore.
It was all,
For you to call,
I later knew,
I had no name.
Finding the Alchemist 